The first encounter :)

so well, the first date was done :)

It was OK but not unforgettable

just like any other first meetup, everything is unusual and annoying at times

no special topic for a conversation

a little romance and sweetness

i cant really feel anything special between us

nothing intimate for me

i was just surprised with his voice coz he reminds me of my ex :) my suppppper first love *i think*

harhar

i dont know when is our end

but i can feel it coming xDDD

*mukang ako nnman ang mangiiwan

Entering a relationship with someone you barely know

so i have this guy i liked much

hes cute for me so i added him in one my accounts

he sent a message asking if someone he knows coz i kinda look familiar

then some introduction bout each other pitch in between conversations

he asked for my number and i gave it (of course, crush ko nga eh dba)

things were all fast moving then by Dec 24 evening, naging kami..

so at first, i know very well that this wont work (though i hoped a bit)

the first few days were smooth..

i dont want to control him or anything as of now since we havent met yet (yup its true, were still planning when will we see each other) and i cant still consider this relationship a serious one

I know this will be very hard for me since hes attached to a lot of girls and im still in doubt with his sincerity with this relationship

i dont know how should i deal with this but i hope i can change him kahit onti lang

susubukan kong tumagal sa relationship na toh but i wont promise na magppakatanga ko :)

LOVE IS DIFFERENT FROM STUPIDITY :)

AU REVOIR

---ryLe

still and will always be waiting

He loved me much before but my love for him was never enough to make us work

After some time, i realized i cant live without him

in that moment, i realized i loved him but i was not ready to admit it to the world

the moment i was ready to face the world with him, hes already with another girl

i thought i could get him back that easy

but i guess i underestimated him that much

a long time has passed but still, the love i have for him remains

i thought he still feels the same for me

but people do really change

he still loves me but he also love other girls now

i don't have the right to be jealous nor to ask him to leave them

all i can do is stay beside him until he realized that i'm still here

i don't know how long can i wait

i don't know when will he realized that i'm still here

as of the moment;

we're happy as friends

AU REVOIR

--ryle